I was fine being single and fooling around for the whole summer, but now as nights get colder I do feel something missing : a warmth, a touch, someone to say good morning to, a good reason to be late at work
I remember that I had a wonderful experience with a girl. A beautiful night. She was a blessing that came to fix a lonely heart. She was a foreign girl that was stuck in my country. A musician, a percussionist to be precise, just like me. She was here because there was to be a music festival and she was one of the musicians to play. The activity coordinators promised her accomodations and financial help during her stay, yet they cancelled the festivals as well as her said accomodations. A real dick move. So a friend called to help her stay in my apartment. She did for four days and I got to know her and she got to know me. I made her feel as comfortable as possible and I behaved like a true gentleman. On her last night at my place we spend the night in bed hugging and kissing. She left for her country the next day and my heart broke. Yet, the experience gave me confidence, a feeling that I forgotten.
Oh no I have the whole bed to myself
Oh no someone doesn’t wake up everytime I move or have to take a piss
Oh no I get all the blankets without having to fight for them
Why do you deliberately push yourself into abyss? Try to talk to people, find new places where you can meet someone, try dating app, save some maney, travel places, stay in hostels, meet other travellers, try anything. Nothing will change if you stay in your dark temple of sorrow.
It's really not worth it mates. Been there, done that. Than, got my ass handed to me in divorce and she now lives in the house I built (I'm a builder) while I live in a one bedroom rental. Stay focused on improving yourself and doing your thing.
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